chapter 1

So I will start where my dating dilemma began, January 2008. I broke up with my boyfriend because I felt he wasn't the one for me and I was feeling the urge to cheat. At that time I began flirting with one on my bff's friends. I didn't want a relationship at first but after we were flirting for almost 2 months i started to catch feelings. I made the mistake of thinking he was a
"good dude", when dealing with mean you can not underestimate them. One night he and his friends went out to the club, later one me and my friends and cousins went to meet up with them. We had a good time or so I thought, after the club I went to his house, while he went to another room I played detective and searched his phone. This fool was texting a girls he meet at the club, the same damn club I was at. I let it slide but another month went by and a friend hinted that he wasn't into me like that. She let this slip after a night of drinking bottom line I cursed him out and we didn't speak for 6 months. For blog purposes we will call him "Tony". Tony will be appearing in more of my blogs so get ready. From my experience with Tony I learned men will sell you a dream to get you to to let your guard down and to get the draws. I also learned you should not mess with anybody that is close to your inner circle, when things go bad friends will have to feel like they have to choose sides.

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Welcome to my blog, I will mainly talk about my search for an heatlthy adult relationship. So far I have not had the best luck when it comes to that. I have had my ups and downs, my good times and bad times. There have benn monents in my search for love that have provided me with entertainment and laguhter and there have been moments where I felt completly alone and depressed. Even though my journey is not completed I have learned what I want and dont want what I need and what I can do without. I have also learned who I can truely call my friend. Welcome to my blog and hold on for the ride.